apple pie

why apple pie as the title...?
1) rindu nak makan apple pie, sini xde oven, xbole bake sndiri, nak beli kat 
     kedai,hmm xbersih :(
2) nak tulis byk cerita dlm satu post, just like an apple pie which contains apple, cinamon n 
    other ingredients..

midsemester exam..

tengah selak nota anatomy, hp bunyi..kawan sent gambar ni
: )

the midsemester exam will start on this monday, till thursday..MAYBE ? as we havent get any timetable, sounds weird ? its reality ! i dont know what paper is gonna be distributed on monday n the following days..

yes this is crazy for medicine! but nothing can be done.. so, stdy jelaa... xde plan ape2 strategi.. mgu dpn nak trus baling bom je, pakai peluru yg sedia ada.. kalau xckup peluru tu, err faham2 jela..

insyaAllah da usaha sehabis baik, so i leave the rest to Allah.

tolong doakan apa yg terbaik boleh x? terima kasih : )

*****

mereka akan pulang ke bumi ambiya'

siapa ? madeeha syaheedah n aini hafizah.. madeeha ke Cairo, aini kembali ke Alex.. 
i would like to wish both of u All the best for the new semester.. 

Study rajin2..Kita kena jadi doktor muslimah within the required time InsyaAllah.. sebab nanty nak buka HOSPITAL ISLAM kat Melaka tu.. Hospital yg mewajibkan bacaan yassin setiap hari, mathurat stiap pagi n ptg.. Al-Quran free untuk semua pesakit..
Smart circle untuk semua kakitangan dan jururawat..
Kelas solat untuk setiap pesakit n nursery islamik untuk bayi2 yang lahir di sana naty..insyaAllah..
xsanggup dah tengok pesakit2 kat GH tu xsolat, wad2 bising dengan radio channel ERA.. errr..stresss ! pegi hospital mcm pegi pasar malam..
: ( kita kena ubah semua tu !

a stick note from Aini Hafizah

 good luck kawan2.. bittaufiq wannajah..

jazakillah atas segala perkongsian n tarbiyyah.. alhamdulillah..

May Allah repay u <3

*****

fadhilah..

she is sad.. she is not well.. she is facing a great problem..

be strong dear.. Allah kan ada ? : )

kena sentiasa tabah, Allah nak bagi pahala byk kat hang..Yakin dg Allah.

Kuatkan pergantungan kat DIA..

"Dan kerana tuhanmu, bersabarlah " (74:7).

*****

Ainatul Asyila n Raudhah..

i miss them.. rindu nak skype dgn mereka..
baca blog ila, sebak : ( but we will be the pioneer of kebangkitan islam kan ila ?
insyaAllah.. Allah da janji org islam akan menang !
good luck jugak utk practical ila.. raudhah pun good luck yea sister !
xmau sdh2.. even distance separates us physically, deep in heart kita still attach to eavh others kan ?
ukhuwah fillah.. 

*****

ayah huda sakit.. heart attack..
semoga uncle sembuh.. insyaAllah.. syafakallah uncle.
huda, be strong k ! Doa sama2 untuk ayah..

*****

result exam alifah, maziah, fadhilah..

may u pass with flying colours, insyaAllah ! : )

(40:60)


need to stop now,
take care every one !
 i miss all of u : (

weekend's strength

Being in a circle early in the morning woked me up..

cleared the occlusion..refreshed the lazy tone of pouring on medical books..

as usual, it began with tilawah n tadabbur quran..

one good thing that stormed my mind was a quote written by me long time ago..

at the last page of this Holy manual.

" Whenever you want to read Quran, 

Put Allah as your Master, yourself as a slave, 

and Al-quran will only guide those who put themselves as Allah's slave"

lepas usrah, suddently terkait quote ni dengan ayat al-quran yg ditadabbur today which was 

" Allahu Ahad ".. 

Ahad is defined as Yang Esa..

In short, kalau kita belum lagi letakkan Allah sebagai Al-Ahad.. We will find that its hard to really understand Al-Quran dan isinya.. 

mungkin sebab lupa nak tajdid niat as Allah's salve la, rasa mcm lost minggu ni..perlu byk sgt masa untuk hafal even satu page..

one more thing to be shared is a message sent by Madeeha yesterday,

" Kain labuh yang membaluti tubuhmu itu tanda adanya kepatuhan tapi bukan tanda tinggi ketaan..

berapa ramai wanita bertudung labuh yang galak bergaul dengan lelaki, berkongsi gelak ketawa, bersembang banyak cerita dengan lesen 
<kami hanya kawan>..

dan sebaik-baik pakaian itu bukanlah persalinan, tetapi taqwa.."

rasa macam kena penampar lepas baca message ni..

taqwa ialah sebaik-baik pakaian dan kain labuh yang membaluti tubuh itu bukan tanda tinnginya ketaatan..

 mood: mid smester exam is around the corner and im still at the old phase, 

           mohon doakan saya  : (

Paula creamer vs McIlroy

mood :
feeling cold down my spine..winter in india..
sweater n socks..
last few days of syawal..

salam alaikum.. hello everyone , hope u are doing fine  : )
isnt too late to wish happy eid mubarak right?
Happy Eid Mubarak ! Have a blast a celebration with full of rahmah~

baju raya instant, baju besaaar gila : D

ok back to real story..
oh paula vs mcllroy ! actually i wana start the day with a proud tone of my brother's fabulous tournament ! as usual, ill call my parents twice a day though there is nothing much to be talked about, but i believe that they are my pioneer spirit to lead the day.. they are EVERYTHING to me..
nak dapat pahala lebih~
i called my mum last night n she was quite busy...macam biasa,heee :)

10.30 pm in msia, and my mum was still busy discussing wth my father about the court..iron lady :) 

mel     : "salam alaiki mummy, mama sihat? free to talk?"
mama : " walaikum salam syg, im fine..but quite busy now.. ill return ur call in few minutes okay. btw, alif won the tournament n he is awesome ! "

pardon ! he is awesome ? yes he is !

budak comel !

actually, he went to Singapore last friday to enroll in a big tournament..he told me that he had been chosen to participate in this international junior tournament..so i asked him this..

mel : agak2 boleh menang x? main system ape?
alif : confirm champion insyaAllah.. stroke play.. 
mel : kalau menang mel bg ball marker titalis..
alif : nak putter baru ! training la kat india tu, balik bole lawan adik..
 *demand ! siap nak lwan dgn kita ni.. taula awak tu hebat :P

budak SUKMA 2012

i miss them !

my hero ! a state level tennis player..
iman..

mid life crisis

i just tell my true stories to those i believe..
i just share my feelings n burden to whom i trust..

dulu my friend used to tell this " you know urself better ".
and now i should thank him for that words.. *sigh
i asked my really good friend abt this matter, she questioned me " why out of sudden u bring this up"
and now i should tell her : i dont find my heart here..done.

my dad said " not every things we love will bring us benefits, it can be futile "
my mom would just mumble this " nothing is easy in this whirl world "

yes, im having an internal conflict with my own self..
so to whom should i ask for advises n strength then ?

ALLAH : )

Allah is "closer to him (the human) than 

[his] jugular vein."

(50:16)

And when My servants ask you, [O Muhammad], concerning Me - indeed I am near. 

I respond to the invocation of the supplicant when he calls upon Me. 

So let them respond to Me [by obedience] and believe in Me that they may be [rightly] guided.

(2:186)

note : btw semalam  kwan tahfiz punya ayh meninggal, tlg sedekahkan al fatihah utk die,jazakallah.

so u think im proud of that ? not at all

" You don't have to pretend to be strong, 

there's no need to prove all the time that everything is going well.. 

You shouldn't be concerned about what other people are thinking.. 

CRY if you need to, its good to cry out all your tears.. 

Because only then will you able to smile again.. "

Malaysia.. 

somehow the quote is related to what happened recently.
sedihlah dgn ap yg jd, serious xhappy lgsung.. mood off !
awak semua plan happily n ckp benda tu "cool gila".. tapi tahu x semua tu berdosa ? 
awak nak tarik sy masuk neraka sekali ea ?

btw ade satu versus dlm al-quran ckp camni,

"Berkata pulalah ia: "Maukah kamu meninjau (temanku itu)?"Maka ia meninjaunya, lalu dia melihat temannya itu di tengah-tengah neraka menyala-nyala.Ia berkata (pula): 

"Demi Allah, sesungguhnya kamu benar-benar hampir mencelakakanku, jikalau tidaklah karena ni'mat Tuhanku pastilah aku termasuk 

orang-orang yang diseret (ke neraka) "

(37:51-56)

saya xsuka orang create "love story" atas pdang golf sbb sy pergi sane untuk main golf.
org ckp "pokok xbergoyang kalau angin xtiup"..masalahnya xde angin tiup pun pokok bergoyang, camane ? 

conclusionnya, dont act like u know if u actually KNOW NOTHING : )

please..

ps: sorry kpd org tak berkenaan yg terpaksa baca " entry yg xberapa cerdik" ni..

      sorry jugak kpd yg terasa, mmg xberhikmah lgsg cara sy tgur ni, tp sy xpandai nk ckp 
      direct...maaf ~

-tulisan hariyani.

are u dare enough?

the end of our life in dunia is actually the beginning of our TRUE journey,
do we realize this fact ?


who are u ? 
a student + a daughter + a son + a loyal friend + a doctor + an engineer + a geologist +
an acturist + an architect ?
above all, we are.....

And [mention, O Muhammad], when your Lord said to the angels,

 "Indeed, I will make upon the earth a successive authority."

(2:30)

what is the purpose of living in dunia ? 

hangout and chatting with friends of opposite sex + listening to music + 
enjoying futile movies + talking nonsense + cracking silly jokes?

"And I did not create the jinn and mankind except to worship Me."

(51:56)

why do we need to purify our heart ?

to gain respect from human + to show off + to be pleased by people ?

"And whoever purifies himself only purifies himself for [the benefit of] his soul. 

And to Allah is the [final] destination."

(35:18)

how to live a better life ?

"O mankind, there has to come to you instruction (Al-Quran) from your Lord 

and healing for what is in the breasts and 

guidance and mercy for the believers"

(10:57)

Insects have 2 tentacles to detect food and make a life..

human has 2 tentacles as well : heart and brain.. 

to differentiate things in life..to strive hard in dunia for a better day in akhirat

aren't these enough to clear everything that overwhelmed our mind ? 

to explain everything that happened ..

i have my own way to appreciate you,him,her,them : )

we might not meet in virtual social networks, but we always meet in do' a..

you might see me ignoring u, its because...

"He is the Most Gracious, in Him we believe, and in Him we put our trust.''

 (67:29)

i have a history, and same goes to u,him,her,them..

i am muslim, we are muslim..yes,we are practising ISLAM..

Allah never leaves us, and HE never fails to guide us,

we know the main reason of entity, so why don't we make it a reality ?

LETS JIHAD :D

MEDAN IMAN,SEKOLAH HATI..

ramadhan dtg lg, setelah setahun menyepi..
apa khabar iman anda ?

" aq menjauhkan diri drpada keduniaan, aq berjaga di mlm hari, berpuasa pd siang hari,aq seolah-olah melihat arasy tuhanku dgn jelas sekali,aq melihat pghuni syurga saling menziarahi, manakala penghuni neraka sdg meraung2 di dalamnya"

- al-harith bin malik al-ansari

adakah anda punyai jawapan yg sama kpd persoalan yg dilontarkan ?
semak iman anda..
masih adakah MR J (jahiliah) dalam hati ?
syaitan sudah dikurung, hanya tinggal nafsu yang bermaharaja lela.

" ikan yg hidup di laut masin, tawar rasanya, 

namun ikan yg mati jika direndam bersama air garam, sungguh terasa masinnya"

begitulah hati..hati yg hidup dgn iman dan taqwa amat susah dipengaruhi unsur jahiliah..

namun hati yg mati, hati yg kosong..yg tidak dipenuhi dgn unsur tawakkal dan jihad, mudah sungguh di "drag" ke lembah yg hina..mahukah kita melayari lembah hina ini ke neraka yg dikecam Allah ?

ramadhan yg datang merupakan sekolah yang menyucikan hati, dan sekolah yg mampu memantapkan jiwa utk kehidupan yg bakal dilalui hingga ke ramadhan yg seterusnya.. 

pada bulan inilah kita diuji,dari sudut keimanan dan kesucian hati..inilah peluang kita untuk mengukur how purify our heart is.. ada byk lg ke benih-benih hitam yg masih belum di cuci ? yang masih tersemat seperti chewing gum?

mahukah kita punyai hati yg masih ada pdanya karat-karat jahiliah ? 

karat ini umpama "chewing gum" yg melekat di kaki..jika dibiarkan, tompok putih itu menjadi hitam dan melekat dgn kukuhnya..harus diberus dengan dawai dan clorox..mahukan kita menghadap Allah dgn hati yg kotor? sesungguhnya ajal itu menyapa tanpa kita ketahui..

just like what my friend said " death comes when we least expect it"..

jadikan ramadhan tahun ini, 1433H sebagai madrasah tarbiyyah kpada hati..

jgnlah kita berkira untuk beramal..

jgnlah kita leka dgn dunia yg sesungguhnya hanya senda gurau semata-mata.

"Dan (ingatlah bahawa) kehidupan dunia ini (meliputi segala kesenangan dan kemewahannya, jika dinilaikan dengan kehidupan akhirat) tidak lain hanyalah ibarat hiburan dan permainan dan sesungguhnya negeri akhirat itu ialah kehidupan yang sebenar-benarnya;kalaulah mereka mengetahui (hakikat ini tentulah mereka tidak akan melupakan hari akhirat) "

(al ankabut: 64)

Ingatlah,bahawa kita hanya insan kerdil yang tidak punyai apa2 hak untuk MENSEKULARKAN antara

ibadah khas (solat, puasa,membaca al-quran serta apa sahaja yg disebutkan dlm Al-Quran) dan 

ibadah umum( belajar, bersukan serta apa sahaja perbuatan dan amal yg dilakukan semata2 kerana DIA)..

jgnlah kita fikir bahawa tadarus dan menghafal al-quran itu 

akan mencuri masa ulangkaji kita..

janganlah kita menganggap solat tarawikh berjemaah itu akan 

menghalang kita daripada menjamu lebih makanan,

jangan sesekali kita punyai pemikiran bahawa solat tahajjud dan 

qiamullail akan memenatkan tubuh kita..

melemahkan daya ingatan kita,menghalang kita daripada fokus 

di dalam kelas kerana tidur yang kurang ?

jika kita masih punyai tekaan seperti itu, semak diri kita..

adakah kita betul-betul belajar untuk mendapatkan redha Allah ?

adakah kita benar-benar menjamu makanan kerana Allah ?

bukankah itu semua merupakan ibadah juga? 

benarkah kita sedang lead our life berpaksikan islam dan redha Allah ? 

jika kita masih punyai perasaan rugi setelah menghabiskan berjam-jam untuk membaca 

al-quran dan bertahajjud, 

yang kesudahannya kita tidak punyai banyak masa untuk mengulang kaji,

SEDARLAH bahawa kita masih belum betul-betul ikhlas untuk beribadah kepada Allah.

" aq buat sebab Allah" hanyalah lafaz yg keluar dripada mulut kita, 

semestinya bukan dari hati yang patuh dan taat kepadanya.

TAJDID NIAT..

JANGAN SEKULARKAN IBADAH

salam ramadhan, ramadhan kareem

:)