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after few minutes menelaah buku forensic..
rasa nak tulis somthing kat sini.

pengorbanan tu ap ?
dulu masa zaman sekolah, ckgu kata kene berkorban masa, tenaga utk study..
korban masa tengok tv even aku xsuka tgk tv..berkorban semua bnda fantasi utk dpt straight A plus.

bila zaman Alevel, pegawai JPA kata, kene korbankan masa bersuka ria dan masa rehat supaya ley lepas cut off points tuk fly..kalau x, dorg tarik balik scholarship.

kita buat semua !
in short, ramai org kata xde life la hidup sbb hidup baca buku je..
like i care ?

tp bila smp India.. definisi "berkorban" tu lain.

yelah, dah besar.. pilihan ad di tangan..org xpaksa, org xugut suruh score top rank..
nak study ke x, nak ponteng kelas ke x.. xde org kisah..

setiap orang, mujahadahnya berbeza.

kita selalu nak claim diri kita ni busy.. xsempat buat ini itu..
persoalannya kita ni busy buat ape?
busy mengumpul harta dunia ? busy menagih pujian manusia ?

kalau cerita pasal exam, kita sanggup buat ap je asalkan boleh pass exam..sanggup korban semua benda so that kita ley score flying colours..lg2 in medicine ni.

tapi bila cakap pasal tujuan hidup, tanggungwajab kekhalifahan dan pengabdian kita kpd Allah, kita mampu infak apa?
gulp !

sepatutnya solat mengatur masa study kita..tetpi realitinya study mengatur masa solat kita.

" sikit lg je nak baca, lepasni solat..awal lg ni nak solat"..
" si A ni kalau jd imam terawih, mesti baca ayat panjang..malslah pergi,esok aku exam "..


panas telinga dengar..nauzubillah.

sampaikan isu imam baca surah panjang pendek pun kita nak raise up, apakah ?
kat mana prioriti kita ?

kita hamba Allah ke hamba study ?
kita xrela berkorban masa utk ibadah fardu, tapi kita claim kita busy mencari ilmu..

sedar x kita dgn hanya satu sujud yg Iblis ingkar, Dia dilaknat oleh Allah.. disebabkan Iblis xnak sujud (menghormati) kepada Adam, mereka termasuk dlm golongan kafir

" Dan (ingatlah) ketika Kami berfirman kepada para malaikat: "Sujudlah kamu kepada Adam," maka sujudlah mereka kecuali Iblis; ia enggan dan takabur dan adalah ia termasuk golongan orang-orang yang kafir"

( 2:34 )

kita pulak macamne ? cer tanya diri, dah berapa kali kita lewatkan solat fardhu.. xpayah kira tahajjud, dah berapa kali kita tersubuh gajah sebab malamnya sibuk buat assigment..last minute work la katakan.
kat mana kedudukan kita sebagai hamba?

sekarang bulan ramadhan..
ok fine kelas bertambah pack gila.. balik rumah kadang2 masak pun xsempat..
tapi kita paksa diri utk berkorban, kena berkorban..balik rumah kena siapkan nota, kena revise lecture notes..

kita semua maklum bahawa ramadhan adalah madrasah utk mendidik jiwa dan mempersiapkan diri utk mengharungi baki 11 bulan yg dipenuhi dgn godaan syaitan..
tetapi masih lg ditakuk lama..malah kita lebih sibuk memikirkan persiapan hari raya..
tapi xde usaha nak dptkan ijazah taqwa pd akhir bulan ramadhan ini..
kita claim kita pergi tadarrus, puasa penuh..cukuplah tu..
apa masalah kita sebenarnya ?

"Hai anak Adam, sesungguhnya Kami telah menurunkan kepadamu pakaian untuk menutup auratmu dan pakaian indah untuk perhiasan. Dan pakaian takwa itulah yang paling baik. Yang demikian itu adalah sebahagian dari tanda-tanda kekuasaan Allah, mudah-mudahan mereka selalu ingat"
(7: 26)

kita semua bercita2 utk untuk masuk syurga bersama.. ila jannati zumara..

tetapi apa yg kita dah korbankan utk itu ?

lebih lebih lagi dlm bulan ramadhan ni..

sedarlah Islam yg kita warisi hari ni, adalah berkat hasil drpda pengorbanan para syuhada' dan para sahabat yg terdahulu..

tetapi kita masih pura2 xtahu..

renung renung kan..

selamat beribadah..mari kejar lailatul qadar !

reflection al quraisy

surah ke 106; makiyyah

" Kerana kebiasaan orang-orang Quraisy, 

 (yaitu) kebiasaan mereka bepergian pada musim dingin dan musim panas. 

Maka hendaklah mereka menyembah Tuhan Pemilik rumah Ini (Ka’bah). 

 Yang Telah memberi makanan kepada mereka untuk menghilangkan lapar dan mengamankan mereka dari ketakutan.”

(Quraisy: 1-4)

KEBIASAAN ?

basicly dlm ayat 1 and 2 - org Qurasiy berdagang ke Syam pd musim panas, Yaman pada musim dingin..

thats their routine..

Allah stated dlm ayat 3 - ".. hendaklah mereka menyembah Tuhan rumah ini".. 

rutin Orang Quraisy is berdagang.. justeru aktiviti ini dah jd biase bg mereka.. 

sebenarnya ayat nilah Allah nak kita betulkan semula niat tu.. sbb bila benda yg kita buat tu dah jd rutin harian, kita xrasa memanisan jihad kita..

its actually a reflection of our niat.. kita buat sesuatu pekerjaan tu kenapa?

Sabda Rasulullah : 

"tiada lagi hijrah selepas kemenangan, 

yang tinggal hanyalah hijrah dari segi niat dan jihad".

postexam

salam.

holiday ! holiday ! hello everyone ! just to tell u that i had been stucked in the room for more than a week preparing for my test.. as in pouring on medical books most of the time..xsenang duduk seminggu.. errrkkk ! manusia sekular : p

most of my friends asked  me hows was my test..i wondered what shud i reply..heee.
as long as i had done my best, i shud dump all the negative thoughts of having bad results kan?

ihsan ! berihsan lah dalam stp tindakan.. 

WORK ; TAWAKKAL ; RESULT

the reality works like this - there is a boundary between ur hard work and the result
because, Allah is there at the boundary.. in short, the result belongs to Allah..
stated as Qadar .. so as a muslim, tawakkal shud start when we first open our book,hoping that Allah shows u what is important for ur test, what to read...feels that He is there with u in each beats of the heart..this will indirectly strengthen your faith in HIM..so that you can stay calm when those unexpected questions are thrown to u..regardless of the result, u can find satisfaction in ur studies if u train urself to put all ur trust in HIM before u start, while, and after u finish revising.

i dont deny that everyone is expecting for distinction, good result etc etc.. 
but there is a huge diamond behind every single things that we do..
hey what is that ? dont u know ?
we do everything in order to get HIS redha,, dont u ?
study, eat, bath.. everything is done to achieve the goal.. HIS REDHA !
so why do u mind so much about ur result if u have done ur best in seeking for HIS redha..
we are faqir ! we need HIS redha to enter the Jannah.. frankly speaking. heeee..

 "Indeed, all things We created with predestination."

(54:49)

ok lets forget abt the test and all the miserable stuff ! lets bring up ur mood, its holiday.
staying at home for a week without any dreadful thought of test's questions is super awesome..
i can cook my favourite dishes n desserts whenever i want..freely without any hesitation..i can read those fiqh, islamic books till i fell asleep.. this is such a rejoicing moment after passing through the initial phase of the tough 2nd year !

3days left, do i use my holiday wisely ?
i guess so :-0

seriously i read a lot.. i mean more than 1.. heee
i have put aside all my medical books, as promised..
oh i made a deal with my self a week before my exam..i really need to catch up with the horrible medical syllabus..avoiding myself from touching other books.. just a week..
so after i came back from the exam hall, i started my race to read those books..
one of them is " Hari2 Dalam Hidupku " by Zainab Al Ghazali and " Maalim fit Tariq " by Syed Quthb..i plan to continue reading " Muntalaq " tomorrow.. insyaAllah
but just cant cope to khatam  Raheeb Makhtum at the same time..

besar hikmahnya xdpt pegi melbourne ni.. *whispering to myself..
a long story thou..hmm.

i slept at 2.30 am yesterday..reading and searching for news about Egypt and the Brotherhood.. yea as u the world realise that there is a chaos happening in Mesr..  Egypt’s military has ousted the nation’s Islamist president, Dr Mohamed Mursi, replacing him with a chief justice, calling for an early presidential election and suspending the Islamist-backed constitution.

personally i wonder what else do the Egyptians want.. Mursi was being elected from a very clean election - no blackout : pient of 1 year with Mursi?
i just coudnt brain this !

Mursi was being elected from a very clean election - no blackout : p
in a democratic way and now they just dont want him anymore.. why ?


hmm they have been controlled by taghut ! that simple answer tells everything.
obviously kuffar n islam couldnt be mixed or even unite !

"Allahummansur ikhwaninal muslimeen walmujahideen fil misr 
wa kulli makaan fi kulli zaman"

doa, doa , doa.. they are fighting to protect Islam..