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18.02.2012

insan-insan yg terlibat are...

nurfadhilah, nur alifah, nur lubna, siti hajar, raudhah, fathin ain and of course me.

its the day ! : (

everything turned up side down,

lets begin the story.

" Slm, mel,ila bru bce ur last msg hr tu betol2..hehe..hr tu xabis bace..

of course i wont forget u..:) Insyaallah k? "

-3.04 am, 18.02.2012-

and my last message was on 15.02.2012 when i visited her at air kangkung.

" ila, mel xsnggah lame td,mel xnk ngs dpn ila,tp smp simpang tu meleleh gak :( xtawu apasl sedih sgt,

im supposed to be happy ila nk g sane smbg blaja,but i just can't lie that i seriously feel I'm gonna lost u :(

tu je yg mel mampu nak beli,duit gaji da hbs nta beli ape, nanty ila xlupe mel kan ?

jam da pukul 6pg, kedengaran alunan surah2 pilihan dari masjid UNITEN, alifah was the first one to wake up..the next one were me,lubna,ain and jaja. Dila tidur kat bilk dia. lepas solat je, tengok jam dah 6.30.. dalam otak da terfikir "eh, da 6setgah,plan kul 6suku,OMG da lambat ni"..kami gerak dr united around 7am,

mel naik kereta lubna, tghr wth dila.. jaja n ain naik kereta alifah. ok kami memang pecut hbs, lubna bawa 120 km/h and ade gak tertekan smp 140km/h..

*sorry ila, kitorg terpakse bawa laju2 :(

bila da 7sumtg,as we entered the KLIA tol, mel called ila, ila tgah ade briefg, so u asked us to meet ur parents kat L14. few minutes later, u called me! saying that 7.45 kena kumpul..huh ! allah je yg tawu camane gigilnya kepala lutut ni sbb takut xdpt jump ila..smp je kat parking, my phone rang.. i got a message from u :

air mate da start nak keluar..uissh mate ni.. explorace kami pun bermula, dr kereta ke lif.. bila trun je

tingkat 2, the real battle began.. mel dgn dila lari mcm nak rak ke L14, lubna and the gang ikut belakang..memang main redah je org kat situ..tengok2 L14 da kosong. mel trus call mama, mama ckp dia kat balai berlepas.. ok i saw ur parents dari jauh ! but where were u? xnampak pun ila..mane ila ? OMG : (

my mind said : be positive, ila pg toilet kut..

and that was wrong !!!

larian 4 by 100m akhirnya berakhir bila kami hanya mampu hug mama ! Allah je yg tawu mcmane perasaan mel mase call ila, n ila lambai kat kami dr bawah .

Ya Allah , kenape kenape kenape.????

i told ur mom : mel lambat sikit je aunty, sikit je, sikit aunty : (

memang meraung da mase tu : (

ayah ila pandang mel, i saw his crystal eyes..

mel rasa mcm xle terima realiti ila da turun.

rasa mcm xle terima kenyataan yg kami xsempat hug ila, xsempat bg pesanan terakhir kat ila.

mel RALAT sgt sbb xhug ila puas2 mase mel singgah uma ila aritu,

mel RALAT xbual2 dgn ila aritu, mel RALAT xmakan lunch dgn ila mase ila offer biskut kat mel aritu,

mel RALAT sbb xambil gmbar byk2 dgn ila aritu,

mel RALAT sbb xdapat bg love letter kat ila,

RRAAAAAAALLLLLLLLLLLLLAAAAAAAAATTT !!!!

allah hai : (

mel pndg dila, dila pndg mel..kami nangis, bila jaja sampai, jaja ckp " ila mane ?da trun ea?" : (

mate lubna da berair, ain n alifah pun kecewa. terpaku kat situ, xmampu berkata-kata : (

jaja n lubna pun nangis.. first time tengok jaja nangis betul2 punya : (

"kita lambat sikit je weyh, kalau x da dpt hug ila"..

jaja , dila n alifah xsempat pass hadiah kat ila, so jaja terpakse baling dr tgkat atas..

Allah je yg tawu betape hancur berkecai hati ni bile tengok ila ambil kat atas lantai tu,

few minutes lepas tu, raudhah texted mel, die ckp da smp KLIA. mel trus call die suruh tgu kat old town..

i grabbed her.

kisah raudhah lg sayu, die gerak dr IPG kul 630pg, tp xde taxi yg stop utk ambil dorg..die n wardah

jalan 1km utk dptkan taxi..dorg naik train ke KLIA :(

dear ila, we really value our friendship.

mel tunjuk dia, "raudhah, tu ila.." n we called u ! ila pandang atas, ila lambai kami :(

jaja, dila, lubna, alifah n kami semua mengendeng kat cermin tu utk tengok ila..

rasa mcm budak tadika.. but who care !!! u r my sister !!! so we didn't bother!!

memang kami semua xle tahan air mate..serius xtipu ! then , kami pg ke hujung bangunan, kat hall yg nampak kapal terbang tu, ayah ila ckp cani

" agaknya mane satu kapl terbang ila?"

tp ayah ila memang cool ! then kitorg ambil gambar dgn mama n ayah ila..

ami yg tlg snapkan pics..

jaja said : "ila xde, so kitorg amek gambar dgn makcik pun jadila"..

mase tu still rase sebak jugak.. bila da peluk2 mama, ur dad said

" pakcik sebak tgk korang"..

lepas parents ila balik, kami stay kat hall tu jugak.. duduk bersila kat cermin, mengadu nasib..

berlinang air mata : (

Ya Allah, mel still xle terima yg kitorg xdapatt hug ila !!!!!!!!!

lambat sikit je dear, sikit je :(

betul ke ila akan pergi jauh dari kami ni ?

betul ke ? betul ke? aaaaaaaaa.. i can't accept that !

i felt like i would lost u and definitely I'm not strong enough to bear with it : (

persahabatan kita semua sgt bernilai kan ila?

kita da janjikan DISTANCE WILL NEVER ALTER OUR VALUE OF FRIENDSHIP kan.

ni janji kita kan ?

Ila, alhamdulillah ila da smp, mel tgu mel ila dr ptg tadi..

lepas zohor td, memang sedih gila bila doa.. sbb text doa tu da lain : (

sister,

jaga diri kat sane yea.

be happy, xmau sdh2 ok ?

blajar rajin-rajin..

jaga iman n jaga solat..

I'm sure that u will always be a good girl cause u are so superb, dear

just be yourself,

sentiase jadi ila yg comel mcm dulu, jd ila yg caring mcm dulu, jd ila yg rajin mcm dulu,

jd ila yg happy-go-lucky mcm dulu, bole?

bear in mind that ila sntiase ade kami..

so don't hesitate to share any with burdens with us can ?

don't ever hide ur problems from us cause u are our sister !!

salam sayang utk ila.

we love you * flying kisses *

this is for u : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a2RpXYeawpo

YOU CAN COUNT ON US, ANYTIME, ANYWHERE.

InsyaALLAH.

-with love, mel-